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Mocacucino Day :) hurt, doubt, and pain

HMm  I say This Day.. Mocacucino day.

wake up in the morning at  6.15 a.m, i just open my eyes, feel this day, it will be Fun day, and Better day than Before, but this just the silly think I can't wake up at 06.00. I create  event in my school, that's a programming , i think audience will over 20 person. But. it just 6 or 7 person. I think my School don't have a Spirit to develop the programming in this school, so ... I just started it. I hope with 7 person they will be my next image of programmer in sman1. Let's see..... about my Mark on this last Year....

Let's check, . . . .. . Damn  it ! about the mark... Why People Respect, people who get Highest mark? Why People so Proud about them ? I think they just Silly Person.. Who Proud their mark in the School ,  Their MARK IS unPURE, There is no one who get PURE MARK at this School wether me. The teacher help student mark. . . .  i think that hm many manipulation in here..

The person who get highest mark in my class, if i want to learn something about study, they just let me go, they don't share their study to me, What the Damn Friend in my Class!So I'm not enjoy in my class, the just the people WHO called "LEBAY"....-.-" . They are not respect, and SO am I !,

 Accept this condition, my me unhappy in this class, i just search friend any friend's. . . .  in facebook. in yahoo messenger or else. but i think that friend's just unreal person, They just cyber friend... i want get the real one.

About my Love Story..? Never mind ! This Is DAMn Story about love, every nigh i just listen "Beautifull Girl" by Jose Marichan ... What a beautiful song , but i don't have  girl friend :( but Never mind That's DAMN :P

in this 12.00 p.m, cold, silent night, i fell.. God want to tell me something, it about hapynes. . . . . I am just look around me there is little Christmast tree :), Many colour of  light on that tree :), it's mean that God in one way. . . . give many light to me... the example start this day.. until now.. Consider about this condition, God give colorfull life God want we taste about pain, dissapointed, doubt, and hurt . I know that. . . . with that condition God want to make me Powerfull people in this world  eventhought i get bad mark, and starting with unColour of Love Story,.,,,  :), i am just enjoy this life until God give me the "flipped" of my life :)





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